Everything is so wrong

i dont know where to begin or how to begin. everything seems so wrong today. i dont know why. i just feel it. i feel like something is bothering me. i dont know wot it is or who it is. i dont know if i made the right decision about this weekend. i dont know if i should continue this with him. i like him but yet i feel like something is wrong. and i felt it since this morning. why?

i just heard the announcement about the fire drill this saturday. well its compulsory. i dont know why it is anyways its just a fire drill its not like an education event or wotsoever. which mean that i have to cancel my date with him. ok he just called me and i didnt pick up. why? i really dont know what's up with me.

oh yea everyone just went out leaving me at home. ALONE. urmm why do i have to be left alone eh? fuck it. who cares. maybe they dont want me with them. i dont know wots with this feeling. is it just me or wot? need help.

i miss home. if im at home i wouldnt feel this way perhaps. yea feeling like everyone are leaving me behind. mom. i miss her. even tho she always got mad at me. yell at me and stuff but i still love her. no matter wot. even how mad i am at her. she always stay by myside. taking care of me.

friends? they come and go.

i love friends. i love making friends. but sometimes they could hurt u. even without their intention.

ok now i feel like crying. wtf!

wot is wrong with me for f sake?!

i wanna break up with him. i wanna leave this house. i wanna go home. back to my mom n dad. stay there for awhile. i dont wanna be here with them. i always being left alone. i miss home..miss mom n dad. they never leave me alone.

i think im having PMS..

fuck!

ok.

blogging off.